SO HARD

I try so hard,

And fall so hard.

Breathing gets hard,

Living gets hard.

 

And all I want to do,

Is get close to you.

But I tried too hard,

And I lost myself.

 

I pushed too hard.

And to me it's so hard,

To be around you,

Though I love you.

 

It's hard.

It's so hard.

 

And I can barely breathe.

You were once close to me.

And the aching that I feel.

I don't think it will heal.

 

It's hard

it's so hard. 

 

You will never change,

Though I can rearange.

How much of my heart,

You're able to tear apart.

But its hard.

Oh, it's so hard.

 

To do this to you,

To do this to me.

I love you it's true,

But I'll set you free.

 

It's hard.

It's so hard.

 

I try so hard,

And I fall so hard.

Breathing gets hard,

Living gets hard.

 

It's hard.

So hard...